{"id":348,"date":"2021-05-26T13:12:03","date_gmt":"2021-05-26T13:12:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/?page_id=348"},"modified":"2021-07-09T09:15:41","modified_gmt":"2021-07-09T09:15:41","slug":"another-dimension-2","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/index.php\/another-dimension-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Like Everything You See Would Disappear to Another Dimension"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-cover has-background-dim\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1787\" class=\"wp-block-cover__image-background wp-image-314\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/another-dimension-scaled.jpg\" data-object-fit=\"cover\" srcset=\"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/another-dimension-scaled.jpg 2560w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/another-dimension-300x209.jpg 300w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/another-dimension-1024x715.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/another-dimension-768x536.jpg 768w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/another-dimension-1536x1072.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/another-dimension-2048x1430.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 2560px) 100vw, 2560px\" \/><div class=\"wp-block-cover__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-cover-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-large-font-size\">20.6. &amp; 24.6.2019<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n\n\n<p><strong>20.6.2019<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ensin ajattelin kauhuissani, ett\u00e4 mik\u00e4\u00e4n ei ole totta. Ett\u00e4 kaikki vaan katoaa ja jouduin paniikkiin. Ett\u00e4 oma keho ei ole en\u00e4\u00e4 t\u00e4ss\u00e4, vaan jossain tuolla, mist\u00e4 en tied\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n, mutta mit\u00e4 jos sulkisin silm\u00e4t, mit\u00e4 jos en n\u00e4kisik\u00e4\u00e4n en\u00e4\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n. Mutta tajusin, ett\u00e4 se olisi huijausta, ett\u00e4 ei niin voi tehd\u00e4 ja antauduin uudelleen sen valtaan, sen katoamisen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mutta sitten tajusin, ett\u00e4 aina on jotain, mut\u00e4 en n\u00e4e ja ymm\u00e4rsin, ett\u00e4 selk\u00e4ni takana on tulevaisuus. Siell\u00e4 on olemassaolevat ja siell\u00e4 on t\u00e4m\u00e4 todellisuus. Maailma takanani ei koskaan katoa. El\u00e4m\u00e4 takanani ei koskaan katoa, sill\u00e4 se&nbsp; on totta ja se on jo ottanut paikkansa. Paikan, jota ei voi en\u00e4\u00e4 perua. Ett\u00e4 ehk\u00e4 huominen ei koskaan koita, mutta eilinen ei koskaan kuole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-28f84493 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:100%\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-28f84493 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:66.66%\">\n<p><strong>24.6.2019<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Takaperin se on oikein.<br>Etuperin ei.<br>Takaperin on etuperin.<br>Se on uusi musta.<br>Se ei ole mik\u00e4\u00e4n olemus,<br>mutta todellinen tila.<br>Joka vie eteenp\u00e4in<br>tai siis taaksep\u00e4in.<br>Ja joka on<br>ja on<br>ja on<br>vaikka samalla<br>ei ole ollenkaan.<br>Ja vaikka ei olisi,<br>se silti tuo uusimman vainun,<br>Joka vie<br>ja vie<br>ja vie,<br>Sill\u00e4 olemattomuus on uusi muoto,<br>joka vie<br>ja vie<br>ja vie.<br>Joka ottaa, ei anna.<br>Joka on<br>ja on<br>ja on.<br>Se vie eteenp\u00e4in<br>siis taaksep\u00e4in,<br>koska takana mennyt el\u00e4m\u00e4,<br>edess\u00e4 uusi musta.<br>Takana historia,<br>joka on parempi unohtaa.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Antaa sen lipua pois.<br>Ollakseen hiljaa<br>on tuo mennyt maailma osoittanut,<br>ett\u00e4 aina ei tarvitse olla.<br>Ett\u00e4 edess\u00e4 on takana,<br>vaikka katsoisi taakse.<br>Vaikka yl\u00f6salaisin.<br>Vaikka ihmiset olisivat ollakseen,<br>eiv\u00e4t he tied\u00e4 tulevasta,<br>sill\u00e4 takana on totta,<br>mennyt historia on totta,<br>joka vie<br>ja vie<br>ja vie.<br>Joka juo<br>ja juo<br>ja juo.<br>Ja joka joka ilta n\u00e4ytt\u00e4\u00e4,<br>ett\u00e4 edess\u00e4 on ovi,<br>takana on tosi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>Vaikka takana olisi molemmat jalat ja sel\u00e4n koko kaari<br>on se silti vain takana,<br>tosi on silti totta ollakseen mennytt\u00e4.<br>Ollakseen ilmava ja ihana.<br>Edess\u00e4 loistava tulevaisuus<br>ei ikin\u00e4 tule olemaan aito.<br>Sill\u00e4 se ei ole tapahtunut.<br>Ei ole.<br>Eik\u00e4 tule.<br>Vain mennyt tulee ja se tulee vauhdilla<br>ja ottaa j\u00e4lkeens\u00e4, mukaansa.<br>Viel\u00e4 hetki,<br>niin t\u00e4m\u00e4kin<br>muuttuu todeksi.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:33.33%\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>20.6.2019 Ensin ajattelin kauhuissani, ett\u00e4 mik\u00e4\u00e4n ei ole totta. Ett\u00e4 kaikki vaan katoaa ja jouduin paniikkiin. Ett\u00e4 oma keho ei ole en\u00e4\u00e4 t\u00e4ss\u00e4, vaan jossain tuolla, mist\u00e4 en tied\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n, mutta mit\u00e4 jos sulkisin silm\u00e4t, mit\u00e4 jos en n\u00e4kisik\u00e4\u00e4n en\u00e4\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n. 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