{"id":354,"date":"2021-05-26T13:24:46","date_gmt":"2021-05-26T13:24:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/?page_id=354"},"modified":"2021-07-09T09:15:41","modified_gmt":"2021-07-09T09:15:41","slug":"kirje-sinulle-joka-olet-ja-et-ole","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/index.php\/kirje-sinulle-joka-olet-ja-et-ole\/","title":{"rendered":"Kirje sinulle, joka olet ja et ole"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n\n<p><em>Olet siin\u00e4. Aivan siin\u00e4 niin. Joskus luin, ettet olisi siin\u00e4 en\u00e4\u00e4, kun kukaan ei sinua muista. \u00c4l\u00e4 huoli, min\u00e4 muistan. Pakotan itseni muistamaan, ett\u00e4 voin olla varma, ett\u00e4 olet siin\u00e4 niin kauan kuin mahdollista.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Yritin n\u00e4hd\u00e4 sinut t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n. Ep\u00e4onnistuin. Ep\u00e4onnistuin monta kertaa.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Ja jalkojeni alla oleva marmorilattia oli viile\u00e4. Ep\u00e4onnistuin monta kertaa. Yritin n\u00e4hd\u00e4 sinun silmin. Miten voikaan olla, ett\u00e4 kaikkeen en pysty. En pysty muistamaan millaista se oli ennen. Nyt tuntuu vain, ett\u00e4 edess\u00e4 h\u00e4\u00e4m\u00f6tt\u00e4\u00e4 aika, jota ei pysty n\u00e4kem\u00e4\u00e4n.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Takana on todellisuus.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Edess\u00e4 h\u00e4ilyv\u00e4, huojuva, ep\u00e4todellisen katoava.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-cover has-background-dim\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1785\" class=\"wp-block-cover__image-background wp-image-304\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/writing-a-letter-scaled.jpg\" style=\"object-position:53% 17%\" data-object-fit=\"cover\" data-object-position=\"53% 17%\" srcset=\"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/writing-a-letter-scaled.jpg 2560w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/writing-a-letter-300x209.jpg 300w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/writing-a-letter-1024x714.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/writing-a-letter-768x535.jpg 768w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/writing-a-letter-1536x1071.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/writing-a-letter-2048x1428.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 2560px) 100vw, 2560px\" \/><div class=\"wp-block-cover__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-cover-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-large-font-size\">23.7.2019<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Olet siin\u00e4. Aivan siin\u00e4 niin. Joskus luin, ettet olisi siin\u00e4 en\u00e4\u00e4, kun kukaan ei sinua muista. \u00c4l\u00e4 huoli, min\u00e4 muistan. Pakotan itseni muistamaan, ett\u00e4 voin olla varma, ett\u00e4 olet siin\u00e4 niin kauan kuin mahdollista. Yritin n\u00e4hd\u00e4 sinut t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n. Ep\u00e4onnistuin. Ep\u00e4onnistuin monta kertaa. Ja jalkojeni alla oleva marmorilattia oli viile\u00e4. Ep\u00e4onnistuin monta kertaa. Yritin n\u00e4hd\u00e4 sinun [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"default","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"default","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-354","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"featured_image_src":null,"featured_image_src_square":null,"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":false,"thumbnail":false,"medium":false,"medium_large":false,"large":false,"1536x1536":false,"2048x2048":false,"gb-block-post-grid-landscape":false,"gb-block-post-grid-square":false},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"admin","author_link":"https:\/\/viljamihalovsky.com\/index.php\/author\/admin\/"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"Olet siin\u00e4. 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